Have you ever had that feeling where you are surround by heaps of people but you feel all alone? It horrible. You feel smothered and lonely at the same time. You can't breathe, you can't concentrate, you can't think... its overwhelming. Feelings of helplessness, confusion, they overwhelm me. It all feels so much at once, the easy option would be to run and hide away but when did that ever work? Better to face the problems head on, sort them and deal woth them the best I can now, instead of waiting till they totally take over! I feel like I can't rely on anyone, not trully... I am there for others when they need me but when I need help or support it seems everyone ius too busy or has too many problems of their own. I don't ask for or expect much, just a little help or support when things start weighing me down. I guess it proves that you really can't rely on anyone but yourself.

           At least with yourself you can't be let down or disappointed and if you are you only have yourself to blame. You can't lie or make up things to yourself, you can't play mind games with yourself... I can see the safest option! Its a shame it has come to the place where I feel I can't believe in or rely on others, it saddens me. I hope others have people close they know are always there.

 

I wouls like to say Congrats and well done to my baby sister Korinna. She gave birth to the most adorable little girl yesterday morning at 12.52am. She has named her "Destiny Renee Rose", she weighted 7lb8oz , is 49cm long and was born in her bag!! Yep, I know pretty amazing! When she decided she was coming she didn't wase anytime! Mum and baby are doing extremely well. I will update my album with pics of her later today!! 

Hiya ppl!! Miss me? Ok so you probably haven't but all the same here I am!!

Lets see what's been happening since my last post... Ok well christmas was great, Jakobi had a wonderful day. Santa was good this christmas! Mum went out of her way and did the whole big dinner, you now the roast veggies, then all the meats; beef, turkey, chicken, lamb, ham ect... and ofr course trifle and home made plum pudding. We ate left overs for days!! Then new years was awesome, went to the local horse races, got pretty drunk, got groaped a few times but nothing to speak of:( the fireworks were amazing!! I just love fireworks! Then the 4th of jan was my birthday... yay! lol not it sucked! I'm 22 now! Then it has been so so hot the past few week very high 30's and low 40's thats just not cool. I have no air con.:( I hope to be getting my computer by the end of next week, then I will be back for my regular blogs and chatting!  Hope to see you all then! Cheers!

 

I was sent this in an email and I thought it was too good not to share!!  Enjoy and feel free to pass it on! We should all do this everyday!     This is what a computer should do first thing in the morning! Click on the link (the typing below)  and then type in your first name.. http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html

I absolutely love this site!! hehe must be cause its all about sex...lmao! Ok girls, here a guide just for you... to help you find that elusive G-spot!! Once you have found it and are comfortable with it don't forget to teach your partner all about it!!!!

 

Http://www.sexuality.about.com

 

1.   Avoid performance pressure. People can become fixated on achieving a sexual goal (multiple orgasms, simultaneous orgasm, g-spot orgasms) One thing I can promise is that this is the best way to NOT enjoy any sort of sexual encounter. Remember that sexual exploration is mostly about the journey, not the destination (although the destination is better than most, I’ll agree). Try not to make this another notch in your “sexually self-actualized” belt.

2.   Turn Yourself On. Any homework that starts with this is bound to be somewhat fruitful. The spongy area around the g-spot gets engorged with blood when you’re sexually aroused, so it is much easier to find and feel when you’re turned on.

3.   Get Comfortable and Find the Spot. Lie on your back, squat, or lie on your stomach. Place your palm face down on your vulva and slowly insert a finger inside your vagina (use lube if you’re feeling a little dry), crooking it forward in a “come hither” motion. When you’re up to about the second knuckle you should feel a slightly bumpy or ridged area on the upper wall of your vagina.

4.   Take Note of How it Feels. The texture of the g-spot area will likely be noticeably different from the typically smooth walls of the vagina. When you’re aroused it can expand, so feel it at different times during your arousal to get familiar with its contours and sensitivity. The g-spot responds to pressure, so press down and pull forward using that "come hither" motion with your fingers.

5.   Explore With Toys. For some it can be awkward to stimulate the g-spot by hand. A vibrator or dildo can be a great helper in this. Apply a little lube to your toy, and insert it with the tip (if it’s curved) pointing up toward the top wall of your vagina. Work it in slowly, far enough (a couple of inches) so the tip is pressing against your g-spot.

6.   Experiment with pressure and motion. Some women will find pressure against the g-spot pleasurable, some women like the feeling vibration when a toy is pressing against the g-spot. Experiment and see if either feels good for you. For most women, the g-spot responds to firm pressure. In the beginning, use your toy as if you were trying to scratch an itch—don’t pull the toy all the way out, but use short strokes, applying firm pressure, against the g-spot.

7.   Vary the movements. A circular or back-and-forth motion may be necessary to get you started, but you might soon graduate to a more vigorous thrusting. If you’ve got a vibrator, try playing with the vibrations both on and off to see which you like better.

8.   Add clitoral stimulation. You’ll know you’re hitting the spot as you feel tingly sensations, the urge to pee, and an overall elevation in your arousal. When you feel the urge to come, stimulate your clitoris using your favorite method. Keep stroking your g-spot.

9.   Let go. With continued stimulation, you’ll eventually feel a sensation much like having to pee. This can be quite disconcerting at first, and has probably led plenty of women to abandon the process, but if you stick with it you’ll be in for a pleasant surprise. You may or may not ejaculate, but ejaculation is perfectly normal (and it's not urine).

10.   If you don’t at first orgasm, try try again. It can take several practice sessions before you notice any build up. Try varying your position, using a different toy, experimenting with breathing and kegel exercises (to strengthen your PC muscle), or having a partner help you. Because the g-spot is most responsive when aroused, you may also want to try stimulating it after you’ve had an orgasm.

11.   Remember the ear lobe. Experimenting with the g-spot can be fun, and you never know what you’ll learn in the process. But try not to get hung up on this being a mind-blowing experience. If you’re playing around and it’s not doing anything for you, try something else, and know that there is nothing wrong with you, and what turns us all on is incredibly individual and unique.